Blogging by Email

The last couple of blog messages have been submitted by my mobile phone (the ones with the photos) and by email (the ones with text only). I haven’t had a whole lot of “online” time. So I’ve had to find some alternative means of getting posts out there! So far it has been working beautifully.

I really don’t have anything new to report right now. Just been doing a lot of thinking, a lot of working, and getting back on track with my healthier lifestyle plan after two days of eating debauchery. I gained 5 lbs since Saturday and so far I have lost 2 lbs of that. My official weigh in day is tomorrow. I’m disappointed in how I did, but at least I recognized the recklessness and am back on track now.

My biggest fear at this point is that I’m entering a manic phase. I feel the edge of it. I’ve got this jittery feeling and a feeling of wanting to get out and do something exciting. That is really dangerous for me. But then again…I am seeing it in myself and I can curb those feelings. So in that respect, I’m really proud at how far I have come. Even though I’m medicated and I take my Depakote religiously…it isn’t 100% effective. I’m still going to have depressive days and manic days. It is a part of who I am. No medication in the world is going to make me the picture perfect image and I’m not the Stepford wife type of person. I’m too opinionated, stubborn and independent. LOL AMEN

So with a slap on my own bootie (hehehe) I’m getting my tail back to the fun world of Customer Service (someone strangle me with the phone cord now). LUV YA!!!

Hibachi Anyone?

Tonight I have a business dinner with my fellow CSRs and one of our west coast sales reps. He’s taking all of us out to dinner to a Japanese Steakhouse. It is going to be so much fun! One of the great perks of my job. Whenever one of our sales reps come in we all go out to dinner together. So far it has been about 4-5 times this year. Really looking forward to tonight.

I’m pretty upset at my son’s high school right now. Everything I have says his open house was suppose to be last night. Well evidentally freshmen open house was Monday night. So we missed it. I can’t believe we missed the open house. We have NEVER missed an open house. This was a pretty important one too, because he is a freshman. *sigh*

I’m going to blog about my weight at Buddy Slim again. I wanted to just have one blog, but I’m not getting the feedback here like I did at Buddy Slim. So I figure it is probably just easier for everyone of my Buddy Slim pals to comment over there. I’m still going to keep this going, because I really want to get back into some serious writing soon, not to mention photography.

I am going to try out a new psychiatrist at the end of the month. I love the doctor I have now, but the clinic he works at is driving me crazy. It is a state funded clinic and a lot of scary people go there and I have to sit for HOURS on end for a 15-30 minute appointment and then sit for at least another hour just to check out and get my next appointment. They can’t handle the patient load they have because most of them are free patients. I’m not. I pay a co-pay. So I did some research and made a ton of calls and I am seeing a female doctor. The doctors I’ve had for the past two years have been male. I’m really glad I was able to find a female psychiatrist. Hubby doesn’t understand why this is important to me. He said “they are all professionals and you can talk to them about anything”. Yes that is true, but my comfort is IMPORTANT. Let’s face it, we all have our comfort zones and I’m sorry but I don’t feel comfortable talking about my past with child molestation and rape with a male doctor.